It is quite stressful. I wish I had some more useful advice, but unfortunately, nothing I can say will make that feeling go away. Not until we reach the end.
I have to live with it until my contract is fulfilled. It depends on my Master... if they treat me kindly or cruelly. I do not have an answer that sufficient for even my own needs... but, I have found that if there is someone to create a bond with, that alleviates some of the pain.
That is the case with everything. There is always an opposing force. The other side of happiness is despair, but the satisfaction from bonding with one another is worth it, to most people. After all, no one wants to count on those negative feelings entering a positive relationship.
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Frustrated, if I may be honest. I'm sick of our lives being treated like children's playthings to be thrown away on a whim.
[...is this how it feels for Sche all the time? It's awful.]
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It is quite stressful. I wish I had some more useful advice, but unfortunately, nothing I can say will make that feeling go away. Not until we reach the end.
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But Alisaie shakes her head, leaning back against the fur thrown over the couch she's sitting on.]
Is this what it's like for you, when you're summoned? How do you handle it?
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But bonds can go both ways, can they not? They may alleviate some of the pain, but they may also make it that much worse.
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...No. We don't, do we?
I hope you've been able to forge those bonds over these past weeks. I know we talk infrequently, but your presence here has been a calming one.
[Even now, when her mind has been so frustrated and angry and scattered all night.]
Thank you, Scheherazade.